Lord, I feel a little lost. I look around at my life, and I see a place I am not familiar with. It is a land that is foreign to all that is me, save for a small portion. That tiny fragment is the place you dwell in Lord. Recently I have labored earnestly to remove from inside all that rebels against You , but i feel my foe is closing in again attempting to surround me. I am growing tired of your sweet honey. Lord I pray you would renew my hunger for your word. Let all that my senses can perceive stand poised like a watchman. Earnestly seeking YOU. I still am lost to how I should reach Eden. I know it will take time. My heart sinks from lack of vision of the outcome of this task. I can however know the benefit of a restored relationship. If we were reunited my heart would sing for joy, but even still my heart can not comprehend your plan. I trust you Lord. Show me an opportunity. Until the day all this yearning is completed, I will refuse any kind of man and woman union. Still holding out a hand of caring to all. Make full use of my freedom that is a blessing of my season of solitude. Knowing that one day I will trade many options for the option of one on whom there is no other option. Lately I have planned some mischief on my night bed. At the present i feel no grief or guilt. I know that if I can't be sure it is what is right then I should not even risk it. I pray that you would pull back on my reigns stop me short of fling off the plateau of temptation. Give me strength to endure the battle. As I stand under your banner let me always remain on your narrow path. Break my will. Let the righteous man fall 7 times more. Release me of everything in the world. Bestow upon me all that can be given from your store houses.
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